my imagination: My first month in Netherlands

The first month with new hope and spirit
I have been a month here in Netherland. Time was running so fast. The first month with amazing and alarming. I found many things so amazing and wonderful in this country. The another world who entirely different from my country: the weather that made me always shivering, and the culture that made me learn about how to be good human in behave and off course in tolerant with each other and also a new view about world. I just feel that I found new world here, world that I hope would give me opportunity to be a good person who could give a great contribution to my lovely country in the future.
The main duties here is learning but made me feel so alarming. Although maybe it is easier than in another university, but I just found my self still crawling in every step. ‘Not success’ that is suitable word for my basic plans that does not work. My basic plan is going to be a good student here, and get A plus, yet I had been success slept in the class. Wow…how could I get my goal here with this condition??!! So pathetic. Sometimes I have been thinking about my currently condition, why it is happened to me; is it some kind of bad impact nutrient in develop country??or?? hmmm… Apologetic. 

Fortunately, I have found my class so wonderful and fantastic. There is so easier to find the lecturer for discussion or just for asking about the last lesson that I could not understand. They are so very welcome. Something that I can not find it out on my country, which is the lecturer so very busy with their own project sometimes. This condition bring me a new hope and great motivation to get back all of my basic goal here. Make a significant contribution to my lovely country. I really hope so. Always keep spirit!! 